Now, another option is used gambled in lifetime. Doors are closing one-by-one. Time is slowly moving. Life is getting more matured. Things are running around. It’s not as easy the way I used to see birds flying in the sky. It’s not as beautiful as birds and natural beauty. It’s not as clear as the sky. Slowly I am finding — life is tough. There are seven colour in the rainbow, all are combined and they work together that’s why it looks really beautiful after the rain. The wet earth, clean sky, warm sunshine, with big 7 semi circle rainbow looks really good after rainfall. Even the bare tree smiles, shakes its branches and cherish, dance after the rain. But, life is not like that. The situations which we face everyday are complicated as time goes on. Dreams are not as easy to dream. It is easy to dream but to achieve is much more harder. Even while we reach closer it seems impossible, actually it is impossible. There is no doubt the railway track seems straight, while you board in train similarly the difficulties, the situations in our life which we have to face is much more harder than it.
Slowly, and steadily things are changing, it is not like the season, which will come again next year. Once it is gone, it is very hard to make it happen again. Neither it’s easy to capture. To build is more difficult than to dream. We all dream. Some people like to dream when they are awake whereas some people like to dream while they are sleeping. The only difference is when we dream while we are awake there is more possibility to achieve it. Because we plan it, we see possibility, we work for it and than we dare to dream. But from now onwards it’s even not easy to dream while I am awake.
There are many people in this world, there are many difficulties in this world, there are many possibilities in this world. At the same time, there are many tracks to achieve our dream. There are many possible track to achieve our dream. Most of the things happen for the reason. It is sometime too late to find out we need to change our track, our dream. Sometime we are scared to change our dream. We have a fear of failure, or fear of getting closer to our dream. But we forget that it was actually not for us. I don’t mean to say life is on air. It is not easy to express yourself. It is not easy to fix the situation. But remember it is always easy to talk. It is always easy to have big talk.
Now there will be no big talk, 13th of March have shattered my dream. There is always difference between dreaming from back home and from here. It is not good to be judgemental between the nation but it makes a lot of difference. I need to change my plan. I need to keep those birds in birds place, rainbow in rainbow’s place. This is right time to understand Railway track is not straight but while I board in train I never feel while it’s turning, or bending or changing it’s track. it taught me big lesson that sometime you fail and hard to achieve though it seems so closer to your achievement. I am responsible for ever success or failure of my life. Attachment and sentiments are like ice, which looks strong, but it doesn’t take even a minute to melt. Whatever happens, it always happens for good reason. I won’t be waiting for that reason neither the result but I will change the track of my life and try to walk along, let’s see how far it will lead?